New adventures can be so scary. My husband and I battled infertility and I thought that would be the scariest part of having a family. Would we be able to conceive?
Little did I know once baby was here the real battle would begin.
I had a horrible time, and if I am being real still do, putting the baby to sleep. I had such a fear of SIDS. I couldn’t sleep. I had no idea I could literally be worried sick and I had no idea what to do about it.
When we started infertility treatments I started praying more regularly. In a conversation with my sister, after my son was born, she reminded me that was all I could do. So I prayed for my son. Often falling asleep myself while praying and staring at my son in his bassinet next to our bed.
I trust in the Lord. I hand my worries over to him. God knows my heart.